HOLLA IF YOU NEED ME!

damn this song is killing it right now!

"Girl I really really really wanna let chu know
That I really really really cant let chu go
And even if we never get it back girl you can still come and holla at me"

-trey songs!

Chillin with JAY BABY TOMMOROW SAY WHA WHA!
MISS HER STILL.

no title today.

Todays recap!

went to driving school with my 3 or 4 hour sleep! worked a little bit, got a fresh cut before sept 1st, cause I kind of promised I would. WASTE! I should've gotten it on thursday. BUT freaking cancelled late. WTH, kinda cheesed me still.

I'm the type of person who sticks to his words, I thought you'd know me better than that.
Shie, I'm guessing its actually gone. Time to freaking recover? i guess lmao! truee. this is horrible.Got work tommorow, have to come in early too! fml.

CHI-TOWN IN 4! STILL!!!!!

--SOLIS.

"It's too easy"

WELL, today was a horrible day! Boring work day goshh.
Friday night and im just on the low, drove around the city of mississauga truee!

Victoria and Jhoan are stranded in hamilton damn losers, I couldn't reach there cause it was the most last minute thing in the world. If they only told me hours as like iunnoo... like a 24hour! notice i would've gone most likely did nothing today. I thought I was gonna get f'd up tonight but the rain ruined so came home at 4 in the morning now blogging my fingers off. Truthfully I miss Victoria, ONE MORE CHANCE?truee nop sorry lmao! oh well, Her birthday soon btw, gotta see her before I leave for ' The Windy City ' TRUEE!

CHITOWN IN 5!

--SOLIS.

Victoria Hernandez.

Truee, last night we had a talk (n) it was horrible lmao. I really hoped it went opposite. =( it kind of dissappointed me. but, like I hope we can continue I started to gain feelings for her when we weren't talking at all. this prolly will be the last post i do about her. I'm gonna miss this feeling really. I got this affection for her that i didn't even realize that i had. soon, enough i'll be over it but, really i want to have another chance TRUEEE!! ahah. legit. stilll. BLOGGERRRR!!

--SOLIS.

Inspiration.

How can you not inspire someone, when you're an inspiration yourself.
Your a gift to the world, and worth more than wealth.
You given me a chance, where my heart you've felt.
You deserve everything in the world.
from the moon to the stars.
In life you will get far,
Inspiring everyone from the very start.

You're more than my inspiration,
more than a motivation,
keeping me on point, you're my completion.


You're, the reason that I wake up in the morning,
The reason that the sunsets,
The reason that my heart beats,
The reason the I inhale and exhale,
or the reason that I breath.
You give me the laugh that I need,
You inspire me from my head to feet.
You inspired me write poems on napkins,
Poems, that doesn't take me long,
because I know what to say,
This is for you, Happy Birthday.
Will you go out with me?

PFFT..whatever man.

--SOLIS!

Unreleased.

This poem, I just wrote a few minutes ago. This poem is actually meant for the feelings that I can't get out because im scared of the result if I do release them. This one is called Unreleased.

I want to love her, like no one can.
Give into everything she does and says,
take a picture of her smile,
or just stare at her for a while,
I have no words to describe her,
that's why I want to make her mine.

I can't release these feelings,
Cause my heart's in prison,
I call this the rib cage,
which stops me from saying anything,in every season.

My heart tries to beat itself out of the cage,
because it's starting to get enraged,
It doesn't want to hold in all this affection,
even though I think I'm too late.
Too late to tell you "I like you"
Too late to say "I miss you"
Too late to give my gift of love.
all I know you and I,
I want to pursue.

This poem is for you,a
nd this is from me,
I'm talking about my feelings,
hope that will be the only thing you feel.

--SOLIS.

SUNDAY.

Today, my boy just came back from Cali! live had a little renunion with my hommies. It was chill and legit. I miss those days where, you just hangout and talk about anything. Being careless about life and just having fun. Now and days maturity plays roles and it kind of annoying in the way that people act 'fake' ahaha.

Currently I just came home from the chillage, and now im on the phone with Victoria, happy night ahaha. I find that victoria is a really interesting person. She's the type where i can talk to her about anything really. Hopefullythis can continue.(yn) Nothing interesting about my day just sleep on a sunday.

--SOLIS.

LIVE!

okay, so I had work today from 1-8 and breezed through it. Pretty cool actually, ahah.

Right after work I met up with my buddy, and went to pick up Nikka but she couldn't even come out, waste of GAS! truueeee!!! Also, I saw my very dear friend Jaya and Krista! that was live still, chilled for a little bit with my boys and g's ehehe. true, I drove Victoria home today too. It wasn't awkward at all it was chill actually. ANOTHER usual day in sauga ahah.

--SOLIS.

Could've, Should've, Would've.

Could've been you and I,
instead you put me on the side,
I remember talking to you making the time fly by,
all I wanted was one chance,
or should have I said "just give me a try"
you twisted up my feelings, making my heart look like a bow tie,
No I didn't cry, all I did was sigh.
Could've been something special,
but, you chose a different guy.

Would've been you and I,
but, you made a bold move,
and went for the different guy,
I respect that you we're truthfull with me,
and now you're left alone to cry,
He didn't treat you right,
I can tell by the way that you smiled.
When you we're with me,
you made the sunshine,
When you we're with him,
I couldn't even see your dimple,
never saw you smile once,
except when you and I would talk about funny people.

Should've been you and I,
I would've treated you right,
No questions asked, for you I was right,
you shoulda held on tight,
and not loosen your grip,
now your regreting it,
it feels like your heart is taking in a drill tip.
I have felt this,because for you I did not for fit.
Too bad im into someone else now,
could've, should've, would've kept it.

--SOLIS

TIRED -_- pt.2

TORNADO TRUE! ahah, soft ways still.
I was visited at work today by my dear friend Nikka! woot woot. She's cool still, well on her days where she's not b***** ahha don't kill me =).

The whole day Victoria was on my mind, I guess im forming feelings for her trueeee (y). I've been talking to Victoria for a while now, she's been cool in a way that I may just really like her. I guess my decision was nice.

I'm feeling for a brand new poem coming through my viens I love this. SO much inspiration coming from this thing of mine. I'll prolly post the poem laterrrr cool (y)

TIRED -_-

Today I have work -_- FUN! but, it's oneof those days where you feel that you're always in trouble. Maybe it's because im tired (n).

"Gotta work slow see where you go, if you move fast you'll lose it too quick"

Hopefully today will shape out as a good day and not what im predicting, I shall post another one TONIGHT MUAHAHAHA.

--SOLIS.

Dilemma.

MY FIRST POST!


Im on the works of an accident,
but i wanna see the result,
this could be something,
we make this thing evolve,
too bad im phasin,
and you're on your own.
I wanna keep you warm,
not cold and all alone.

My dillema is that i don't know what you want,
and all I want to know is what this is,
emotions are bouncing like a basket-ball,
I want to shoot but, im scared im gon miss.
I want to have that game winning shot,
where you'll get me to jump for joy.
I want to be your man not just another boy.
I want the real thing, not a de-coy,
your dancing around my mind just like a b-boy.
Stuck in my head just like beat,
like what my hommie said,
if your worth it - don't accept defeat.

--SOLIS.